Someone Once Told me.....

After a while you learn...

The subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child and you learn, to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn.....


(This is not written by me I just love this, Someone sent it to me when I really needed it and I kept it, just incase I ever needed it again. Today I feel like someone else can use it, so im sharing)

Pain is a part of life and even though sometimes it feels like the worst part, It can be the most amazing part too. We learn so much about ourselves thru heartache and the more we learn the more growth is possible. Im so much stronger today than I was when I needed these words.... This too will pass, just make sure you take from it what you need and use it to grow.

I love all my followers ........ Big hugs and Smooches.

The Tattoo

I feel you deep inside of me.
Deeper than my skin,
Deeper than my body
You flow thru my veins
You're embedded in my soul
Everlasting
An unforgettable impression
Incredible,
I love you
So much it hurts
But the pain is pleasurable
So much it works
Our souls connect
My flesh submits
You give substance to everlasting.
You put the sun and stars at arms reach
And nothing seem impossible
You give me hope,
I give blood,
I give body
I give love
I give forever
You make it possible
For love to exist
I give flesh
For your name to relish

Those Damn Oils....

I smelled you the other day,
Walked thru a crowd of people

And smelled the oils you used to wear.
I looked around,
but you werent there.
I went to the stand and brought the oils just to burn in the house.
I just needed that feeling your presense brings.
But without your essence,
The oils did nothing for me.
Every now and again the universe tortures me with a breeze,
And I smell you briefly.
I used to love that scent,
Now I hate that shit.

Lips I cant Forget...

Lips like pillows,
Soft and send me Dreaming
Lips so soft, I dream about them.
Send me yearning,
Moaning.
Lips like heaven,
I die to go to them.
Lips like honey,
Sweet as the words from your mouth
Lips that make me humble,
Make those words come out my mouth.
Lips that speak and make my lips wet.
Lips I just cant forget.

Purify Me

Rain down on me,

Baptise me in your holy waters.

Wash away my sins with your purity.

They say you are what you eat,

Well I want to be an Angel.

So I burry my face deep between one,

And taste Heaven.

Taste rain and dew drops,

taste babys breath, until i see stars.

I want to see stars.

Go to other planets, another universe.

I travel out of this world into your abyss,

And find Bliss there.

Rain down on me,

Baptise me in your holy waters.

Wash away my sins,

and make me pure again.

How could this be a sin when it feels so right?

I feel like I've died and you just gave me life.

Rain down on me,

Baptise me in your holy waters.

If this is a Sin, make me pure again.

Rain down till puddles form,

Until pools form,

Until I can swim in it,

And Baptize me in your Holy Waters.