Today I realized that I'm holding on to too much baggage, too much fear of failure and entirely too much of my past situations, whether physically, emotionally or mentally. Where is the room for my future to come in? How can I grab on to what's ahead if my hands a full of this bullshit and baggage from the past and present? I gotta let this shyt go. Right now I have nothing that I want to bring into my future but these things in my life bring me security for whatever reason... Why? I want to live dangerously and trust that there is security in my future, in my dreams. Why do we hold on to people, things, situations and places that don't make us happy? Why do these things bring us security? We stay in situations that make us unhappy, hurt us and sometimes disable us because we are fearful. If you’re not happy in your current situation what are you really risking? losing something we don't even want? That you won't be happy in the next situation??? Seriously?? Fuck this bullshit job, I. Want my own shyt, I want to grow, this relationship keeps me stagnant, this apartment is way too small, my dreams are way too big. Today I'm making a promise to live dangerously. Live insecurely in the things I have, willing to let them go and be faithful that I will acquire the things that I need and want. From today on...If this is not something I want in my future, I'm dropping it to make room for the things I do want. I'm willing to let it all go, so that I have no choice but to grab hold of the future that awaits me. I'm willing to Risk it all.. The bigger the risk the bigger the gain. Scared money don't make money...it’s time to Man up!
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